hey, december.

"Change is inevitable. Change is constant.”--Benjamin Disraeli

i feel like the theme of my life right now is change. trying to understand it and embrace it better.

“Any change, even a change for the better, is always accompanied by drawbacks and discomforts.”--Arnold Bennett

i feel like i have something to write about, yet i have nothing to write about...idk, i feel like i should write something. i been thinkin about things alot, but not enough to remember. i just know on the train my mind be racing.

“We change, whether we like it or not” --Ralph Waldo Emerson

well.. um, its december. lol. and this year is almost over, i can not believe this year is almost over. so many things have changed. including my mind, heart, and i wanna say soul, but i need some more soul searching to say that and mean it.

“Things do not change; we change.”--Henry David Thoreau

this winter break i will read as much as i can, i'm going to be "working" this winter break, so ill read there and wherever else i can, im trying to be out for spring break!

"We are not the same persons this year as last; nor are those we love. It is a happy chance if we, changing, continue to love a changed person.” William Somerset Maugham


last saturday, i had a girls day with my girls from home, it was so wonderful to reconnect and remember why i love my friends. we have all grown so much from when we first met. it really is a beautiful thing to see people grow and go thru hell and back, and see that they are stronger than ever and growing into beautiful ladies inside and out. all of my girls have a good head on their shoulder, although we all feel lost, and alone at a time or another, i think we all really know that deep down we have each other. just too proud to ask for help, or believe that we'll make it on our own, which we do. but it is nice to come out of our own and tell our stories of triumph later.i have yet to reconnect with my pace girls. i miss them.

“There is nothing permanent except change.”--Heraclitus of Ephesus



that'll be all.
peace ya'll