blogging is the last thing i should be doing right now. but i have so much in my head. its hard for me to focus on what i should be focusing on. i'm even too wordy, for no reason. today marks 2 years since my cousin brendita passed away. and then while watching one tree hill, it was hard to hold in the tears, because all they were talkin bout was grief, and death, and i miss her. and then it made me think about death and stuff...its jus hard. im not even gonna get into detail about that. its too deep. i have a million and 3 things to do regarding school. i knew my major would be intense, but damn, not this intense. im so overwhelmed with the amount of work i have to do. i want 2nd semester to start already lol... im sick of this one already, na but idk i just need to get my life together and focus and get my head completely in it. by october i should be good, unless life happens. just got a lot on my mind. i thought bloggin would make it better... but na, not really........... back to work.
