how much of life is lost in waiting?
--indiana jones (2008)
--indiana jones (2008)
i wish shit life was as easy as you wanted it to be. that everything fit in at the right place at the right time. what if there was no such thing as waiting.... that everything just happened when you wanted it to, when you needed it to, when you felt it was right to be. but obviouslyyy, LIFE is not like that. and shit isnt sweet. but then again that's whats makes LIFE a LIFE. the ups and downs. the mistakes and the accomplishments. the loves and indifferences. the lust and the love.all the moments that felt amazing to the moments that felt like you couldnt go on anymore. but thats the reason everything makes sense in the end. but i know that the reason why we're not together is for nothing in the end. i know that this end,is not going to be worth it later. but whatever.... everything happens for a reason right? you obviously do not get what you want in life. i love him. and i wish i didnt care, i wish i didnt have to put with it.. trust me, it would make life a wholeeee lot easier. but i cant be with him.. he wont be with me...sooooo for now its me myself and i. and i will be perfectly fine. i've never been the type that needs a man to get me by. im happy with or without. so yeahhhh, thats what it is for now i guess....i wish it was jus like.. you never know what you have til its gone. i wish he would realize that now. and that love is enough to keep people together.. but really.. its 2008, when does love keep anyone together anymore now a days???..
