Wednesday, January 2, 2008

everything is everything.my everything is you.

what about all the moments that you feel like u wanna die.. cuase everything hurts so much, even if its only for a second.. or for the moments that you feel you NEED to get away, yet you know that action is next to impossible. because the AWAY you feel you need to get away too is too far away. what happens wen too far away is out of reach.. so out of reach that you know youll never get there... is it moments like these that make people lose faith?? give up on hope. give up on LIFE.

for all the times they have lost someone... for being scared of losing th next person, whenever the time may come. or maybe there wont be a next... because maybe YOU are the next to everyone else...what happens when you shut ur eyes so tight, and you get lost in the music... but u know that the end of the track... thats it... back to reality and back to everything thats hurting you, because for that one moment.. MUSIC was your hero, it saved you and it helped you escape... and feel something else... anything far away from what you were feeling, and if it was pain, a pain so sharp that music couldn't help you escape it, BUT music was there for you tho, it gave you apathy, gave you comfort, and you were knowledgeable that you ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE. ya not alone...music is always there for you.

i came into this world alone, so imma die alone, but while i was growing up, i grew to love music as much as my own life; and without music, I wouldn't make sense..so true i don't need anyone that doesnt need me.. and music made not need me, but i sure need it.

paz y amor
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